Today was a strange day. I really didn't know how to describe what I was feeling. One minute I was thinking about all of the great things about being pregnant: telling family, the excitement of a baby, the fulfillment of our dream. The next minute I was slapped with the realization that it wasn't going to happen...at least not this month.
Month one of clomid. Hot flashes, mood swings, and grad. classes...not a fantastic combination! But, I guess better luck next time! They told us that it would most likely not happen this month. I guess that I would be fine if I would just ovulate and we could confirm that I actually make eggs. That's really all that I'm asking. The fact that we don't know and are in a wait and see process is maddening.
So...am I happy?mad?angry?sad?...I really can't define what I'm feeling right now. I just know that I would prefer to never feel this way again.
